I think, as long as I’m closeted to the people I share a house with, I need more clothing that allows me to pretend I’m … I don’t know. A modern day AU Tris Chandler, or Sybil Ramkin, or Morgan le Fae, or other badass woman characters I’d consider cosplaying if I actually identified as a girl. Because it’s a lot easier to ignore the dysphoria if I’m in costume.
I don’t know if this is healthy or not.
I also sort of want to dye my hair red, but I suspect that would end badly.